It’s 2009. A new year. Where did the rest of 2008 go? Anyway, I am back after an entire (!) semester’s absence with a new layout featuring the uber sexy T.O.P. of Big Bang. (Yes I am older than him by a couple months but I still find him hot!) Let’s recap my horrible semester: I did nothing. Yes, I took the LSAT (don’t want to talk about it) and I turned in my law school applications (don’t wanna talk about that either) but I feel like I’ve accomplished nothing in my four years of college. I’ve completely wasted all my time and for what? I’m not really sure. I was so tired/anxious/depressed this entire semester and I don’t ever want to feel like that again. Going home for break kinda put everything into perspective. My sorority is important to me but it shouldn’t feel like it’s taking over my life. If something makes me feel like shit all the time, I shouldn’t really be doing it, should I? Also it’s okay if I don’t get into a top 10 (or even top 20) law school. I’ve already been accepted to one school with a scholarship so I WILL be okay in the coming year. So thank you family for letting me taking a step back and realizing what’s really important in my life right now. No matter what happens this semester (my last semester of college!) I’ll… just dance. It’ll be ok, da da doo doo…

In other news, check out my new wallpaper for Grey’s. I am in love with the show again, more specifically Owen/Cristina. HOT!

Okay, say it with me- “BARACK OBAMA 2008!” It’s getting so close! All US citizens 18 and over, who have not already registered to vote, please do so NOW! No matter what your party affiliation is, please vote. Though I have to admit the sight of Sarah Palin makes me cringe. Nope, global warming is not caused by humans at all. We’re gonna sit around and watch the polar bears die while you shoot your moose. Eck… she kicks back the progression of science, not to mention women’s rights (her stance on Roe v. Wade makes me shudder), about 50 years.

I feel completely in over my head this semester. I’ve taken on way more than I can handle- classes (it’s my senior year!), the LSAT and law school applications, and executive board positions in my sorority. I can only hope to trudge through this semester without fucking up too badly. It’s only the third week of classes and I’m waiting for it to be over!

I went up to New York the weekend before school started for my sorority’s formals and it was pretty fun. I discovered this Korean Spa in Flushing, I’m not sure what it was called, but it was pretty much heaven on earth! Ok, maybe not but it was soooo relaxing- two whole floors of hot tubs and saunas to choose from. I highly recommend it if you ever get the chance to go there.

I miss Europe. I know, I was complaining about it in the last post but thinking back on it, it wasn’t that bad. I think I’m having that “I wish I were anywhere but here” syndrome again. Someone please end this monotomy! Oh yeah, Europe photos are waaay overdue but I really don’t have the time right now. Please excuse the slowness of my comments. I promise I’ll try to manage my time better and fit everything in my schedule… and maybe even a new layout.

It’s four o’clock in the morning… ok, not quite. It’s almost 3:30 and I’m still up spiffy-ing this site. I can’t believe how severely neglected it was. It’s almost been four months since the last post. It’s been a rough semester. Today was the last day of classes. Yep, that means finals are coming up and I’m sick! Guhh, I slept through the last two days. Hopefully this cold will pass before exam time. I’m not even stressing about finals. I only have a little more than a month to prep for the LSAT! And my score is nowhere near where I need it to be. Sigh. So it’s 3:30 and I’m not sleeping or studying. I’ve been in a rut like this lately. Completely devoid of self-motivation. Using the sorority as an excuse to procrastinate. And doing nothing but watching asian dramas (It Started With a Kiss is great btw), Law and Order, and House all day. I don’t even feel like studying or going to work anymore. I really hope this feeling will pass in a little bit. For now, enjoy this new layout featuring the hot, hot boys of DBSK.

I’ve been so lazy with blogging and commenting! I can blame it on the two midterms I had this week, but that’s not really an excuse. So the midterms went ok, not as well as they could have if I studied more. I should’ve locked myself in my room all weekend to study but nooo… I went out drinking Friday night then to a volunteer event Saturday afternoon. Sigh. I need to get my priorities in check cuz I have to start getting serious about looking at law schools. I just want to watch tv and photoshop all day and do nothing else- that’s how lazy I am! So I’ll end this post now and catch up on comments. Sorry if I haven’t returned comments in a while. I always try to whenever I can. Oh yeah, then I’ll watch ANTM later. Don’t have a favorite yet.