I’m at home right now. Doing nothing. Watching Law and Order:SVU when I should be studying. I just need to take a break from school. I can’t believe it’s already been five weeks! It’s been fun and all but mad exhausting. I think I’ve studied more in these five weeks than I did in all four years of college. At least I’m using my brain. Unfortunately that doesn’t make you lose weight. I think I’m gaining weight while I sit in front my books all day. That’s bad when I need to buy new clothes. I now need to look like I’m training to be a “law professional.” That means no more wearing Johnny Cupcakes t-shirts and sweats to class. =[

Here I am. I moved into my appartment at my law school today. My room is cramped and small. I’ve been spoiled by my undergraduate housing. =[ At least least I get a nice view of Chicago… sort of… out of my two-inch window. Everything has seemed so overwhelming in the past few weeks. All these forms to fill out and stuff to read. It’s only going to get busier once the semester starts. My roommate seems cool and we met a bunch of nice people at a mixer earlier so maybe law school won’t suck completely. I think I have everything under control so far. I just reviewed and outlined the best method of taking notes from a law school prep book my roommate handed me. Time to get into uber-geek mode!

It’s 2009. A new year. Where did the rest of 2008 go? Anyway, I am back after an entire (!) semester’s absence with a new layout featuring the uber sexy T.O.P. of Big Bang. (Yes I am older than him by a couple months but I still find him hot!) Let’s recap my horrible semester: I did nothing. Yes, I took the LSAT (don’t want to talk about it) and I turned in my law school applications (don’t wanna talk about that either) but I feel like I’ve accomplished nothing in my four years of college. I’ve completely wasted all my time and for what? I’m not really sure. I was so tired/anxious/depressed this entire semester and I don’t ever want to feel like that again. Going home for break kinda put everything into perspective. My sorority is important to me but it shouldn’t feel like it’s taking over my life. If something makes me feel like shit all the time, I shouldn’t really be doing it, should I? Also it’s okay if I don’t get into a top 10 (or even top 20) law school. I’ve already been accepted to one school with a scholarship so I WILL be okay in the coming year. So thank you family for letting me taking a step back and realizing what’s really important in my life right now. No matter what happens this semester (my last semester of college!) I’ll… just dance. It’ll be ok, da da doo doo…

In other news, check out my new wallpaper for Grey’s. I am in love with the show again, more specifically Owen/Cristina. HOT!