I am so sleep-deprived right now. I’ve been studying and taking exams for the last two days straight with two hour naps in between. This is probably really bad for my health and may be contributing to why I feel so depressed and frustrated right now. I don’t really want to do this shit anymore. I want to be done with school already and not have to worry about anything else and just enjoy my summer. At least I only have one more final. But after that I have to devote every single minute of my life to studying for the LSAT. How depressing. I also need to start packing. I’ll be moving out of my dorm and into my friends’ apartment until the LSAT is over. Packing everything up shouldn’t take too long. I think it kinda scares me how mobile my life is. It’s almost too easy to pack up and leave. It feels like I have no centrality, no place to anchor myself. And that might mean I have no place to call my home. I need to take another nap now before I go crazy.

It’s four o’clock in the morning… ok, not quite. It’s almost 3:30 and I’m still up spiffy-ing this site. I can’t believe how severely neglected it was. It’s almost been four months since the last post. It’s been a rough semester. Today was the last day of classes. Yep, that means finals are coming up and I’m sick! Guhh, I slept through the last two days. Hopefully this cold will pass before exam time. I’m not even stressing about finals. I only have a little more than a month to prep for the LSAT! And my score is nowhere near where I need it to be. Sigh. So it’s 3:30 and I’m not sleeping or studying. I’ve been in a rut like this lately. Completely devoid of self-motivation. Using the sorority as an excuse to procrastinate. And doing nothing but watching asian dramas (It Started With a Kiss is great btw), Law and Order, and House all day. I don’t even feel like studying or going to work anymore. I really hope this feeling will pass in a little bit. For now, enjoy this new layout featuring the hot, hot boys of DBSK.